Wednesday, November 23, 2011

hate u !

on the day ... [the last day of skl]
i when to mid valley wit 'her' 
we when to karaoke 
before we started i told 'her' tat i wan to leave at 3:45 so 
i could reach south court at 4:00 on time and called 'her' to company me
'she' agreed .... even do the karaoke ends at  5.00

then i was already late it was already 3.55 
i told 'her' .. 'she' call me to go by myself or just  call my mom to come 
while we was going out from the karaoke 'she' keep nagging 
like
- why so ma fan one 
- so waste money one 
- relly cannot meh 
- ish still got one more hour 

i was mad !! RELLY MADD !!! 
she promised me !!! before we when in 
so i just told 'her' :" FINE !!! I GO BY MYSELF !!!"

she seriously just dont care and when in 
so i walk from the gardens to midvalley BYMYSELF !! 
why do i freaking believe her at first ?

why she cant just help me back ?? i helped her ALOT   !!! 
before our last term exam .. i teach her subject tat she dun relly understand / poor 
lik maths and stuff like tat
i was worry about her result than worrying my own one 
before the maths exam i keep telling her the formula and call her not to panic
i told her tat she could do it well 
even exam time i keep praying for her wish tat she could do it well and 
could go to form 2 wit me ... but ... y? 



because she is my FRIEND
why ? ... why i can't have a friend tat is good to talk and would help me ... 












is it true tat the god is telling me tat not to believe anyone ?
or .. it's just my fate? tat all my friends must be lik tat to me .........

can i still believe her ? .... 
ihateyou


but thank to you ... [another person]
i could tell everything to you ... 
but i'm sorry if my sobbing sound are noisy or i disturb you or annoying  ... but thanks .. 
also for your piano = )

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