hate u !

on the day ... [the last day of skl]

i when to mid valley wit 'her' 

we when to karaoke 

before we started i told 'her' tat i wan to leave at 3:45 so 

i could reach south court at 4:00 on time and called 'her' to company me

'she' agreed .... even do the karaoke ends at  5.00

then i was already late it was already 3.55 

i told 'her' .. 'she' call me to go by myself or just  call my mom to come 

while we was going out from the karaoke 'she' keep nagging 

like

- why so ma fan one 

- so waste money one 

- relly cannot meh 

- ish still got one more hour 

i was mad !! RELLY MADD !!! 

she promised me !!! before we when in 

so i just told 'her' :" FINE !!! I GO BY MYSELF !!!"

she seriously just dont care and when in 

so i walk from the gardens to midvalley BYMYSELF !! 

why do i freaking believe her at first ?

why she cant just help me back ?? i helped her ALOT   !!! 

before our last term exam .. i teach her subject tat she dun relly understand / poor 

lik maths and stuff like tat

i was worry about her result than worrying my own one 

before the maths exam i keep telling her the formula and call her not to panic

i told her tat she could do it well 

even exam time i keep praying for her wish tat she could do it well and 

could go to form 2 wit me ... but ... y? 

because she is my FRIEND

why ? ... why i can't have a friend tat is good to talk and would help me ... 

is it true tat the god is telling me tat not to believe anyone ?

or .. it's just my fate? tat all my friends must be lik tat to me .........

can i still believe her ? .... 

ihateyou

but thank to you ... [another person]

i could tell everything to you ... 

but i'm sorry if my sobbing sound are noisy or i disturb you or annoying  ... but thanks .. 

also for your piano = )

tired ...

i'm tired of everything ...
life ..
exams ...
studies ....

i wanna rest ... but i can't
why ?
i also dunno ...
i still have lots things to complete ... but i just wanna throw it aside
i dun wanna be irresponsible ppl ...

i'm lazy ... i've change ... =)

0ral Test ~

hi guys ~
long time no see .. xD
cause i'm quite busy ... with my malay oral test and many school activity
did u miss me ? xD

and i'm dying of my school malay oral cause..
i've stage fright .. ><
i still remember the first time i when to my school stage and my coach can see the paper i was holding was shivering .... xD
and now my oral test ... even it's just in front of my frens ~ but i'm still scare .. T^T

and today i suddenly thought of making a video blogging ... on youtube by using my abandon acc .. [pity ~ ]
and like singing songs with my suck voice and posting on it ... but i think it's impossible ....
cus .. I'M SCARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ihateu ... tomorro

i wanna die !!!!!
thanks to NIE and my group members ~
i'm doing all myself (=.=)

and FRIDAY need to pass up ....
then tomorro need to finish and print ...
then i need face the computer after school ...
then mommy scold ...
and my head pain ...
then can't sleep well ...
then tomorro headache again ..
cus can't wake up ...

see ...
this is my life ..
when my group members are doing nothing ...
yeah ... they just type and all "dunno" how to do ..
then i din't get those works today ...
if tomorro they din't give ...
then i type myself ALL 
ANYONE !!!! PITY ME !!! IF PITY THEN HELP ME !!! OR CALL THOSE PEOPLE BETTER BRING THEIR WORKS !!!! OR I'LL KILL THEM !!!!!

MIND BLOWING UP

ok !! my mind is relly trully BLOWING UP
i got NIE magazine to do
video skrip to do and the NIE magazine cover is "FREAKING NICE" 

maybe u'll see it "later"
and my "Smarty Friend" is looking at the blog now
and keep asking me wher he/she is ~ so .. I WONT TELL YOU SMARTY

*BLOW YOUR MIND !!*

Holiday .. School ..

3days and we're going back to school .... *sobb*
guys ~ finish homework edi ? i bet not .. xD

i wish holiday could be longer ~ >.<
can enjoy sleeping late late ~

school reopen ~ homework .. project .. scolding .. studying .. all come ~ T^T
but .. still wish all frenz ~ happy holiday ~

i mean ... Happy School Reopen ^^ 

WeeP .. wEEp .. WEEP .. Weepie ~

Sunway Lagoon !!!!! ROCKS !!!
it's the fun'est place i've ever been !!
the ride are nice ~ and all wet .. ^o^ 

This .. is a picture of ME and my friends siting this ride for the second time ..
as u can see we're all wettt........ =-=

ME and my friends .. again .. and we're... happily dying ~

so ..... nice ? xD